What are you doing right now......

2:41 am just finished watching Snow White, and Jingle Bell Rock with the Denise and Danephew....l.m.f.a.o (forever alone for that one) never get to see the little monsters, and they were screaming like savages earlier....

My nephew was drawing faces on balloons, squeezing out the air in my ear, and throwing water balloons in the floor earlier, coz it was raining....seriously contemplated booking a flight to Fiji or wherever they still practice cannibalism....lol realized I was broke as a zero dollar bill, so couldn't do that....

Told the kids to settle down, and we could get bones as a nosering tomorrow, it was time for me to sleep. They were pretty tame once their dad came home, lol. We went to Walgreens, and my big bro got me a $20 Verizon card for 3G worth of data. Witnessed my niece throwing what looked like a plastic bag into the sewer, after coming home from Walgreens, where we saw a gorgeous Thai dude and his white white wife/gf/whatever getting movies at the Redbox. YAY, AMWF IN THE WILD!!!! (Didn't take pics, that would be creepy....) But since our Asian population is nearly zero, it was nice to see.

Anyways, almost 3:00 am. Still can't sleep, and big bro just took the kids :'( Sleepover cut short. Played Which Disney Princess are you Quiz with my niece earlier, which was fun. She just turned 8. After burying my newborn kitten, a week after my birthday, they brought life back into my life. Simple joy and happiness of kids....makes me want to go back to simpler times....where I could just be carefree, and not have to worry about anything.

When the quiz asked my niece who her ideal prince was, she said: "I Don't want no prince." "I can rule all by myself." You go girl I told her daddy she was a junior hustler. (That was one of the answers) I wish I felt that way....I showed her my prince, who is drifting apart from me, and it broke my heart. He's the love of my life.... :'(

I think I will probably end up like this guy I met named Hy (Vietnamese) in his mid fifties....never searching for love again....he and the love of his life drifted apart 30 years ago in Vietnam....he can't get over her. Life sentence for him....Khae gets out in 15 years, he'll be free....I won't :'( All our hopes, dreams, four years built on love and trust, down the drain....

Bright side is; I won't be the crazy old cat lady. I dont like cats, not cleaning 15 litter boxes....lmfao....NO.

No, I'll be: the crazy old poisonous snakes/monitor lizards/iguanas lady that you know not to f*** with. I won't need a burial....not like anyone ever cared anyways....lol.

Plus, my reptiles can eat my corpse saves a lot on funeral expenses. Till DEATH do us part (I LOVE REPTILES)

Learning ... being bored .. learning because I'm bored ..

waiting for the party leader to start the mission ... o they are afk ... great

Laying in a pile of foster kittens.

This is the happiest stage of my life so far.

Writing and composing music...
Change my profile and cover..

Colibri5 wrote: Writing and composing music...
Change my profile and cover..

I was obsessed with Saiunkoku Monogatari (sp?) for a little while in high school.

Selecting pics from yesterday's shoot

I just finished my school work. It's time for a coffee break.

thvm wrote: Selecting pics from yesterday's shoot

Wow looks so good!

Torturing hours before I can get back home.......