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Facing Demons

Stepping into darkness,
Stepping into pain.
Don't know where I am going,
or what I am looking to gain.
The pain of the past,
the things that did not last.
The lies that were told,
taking its hold.
Gripping me from the inside out,
I cannot run away,scream,or shout.
Forced to stay with my demons overnight,
In the darkness,where there is no light.
Feeling the fear and lonliness,
wanting only wholeness.
A lesson I must learn before I can win,
Searching in my soul,the darkness within.
Trying to heal my bleeding heart,
only for it to be ripped apart.
There is nobody to save me from myself,
I have to take my emotions off the shelf.
So many years I have tried and tried,
Leading me only to try and hide.
The demons are pushing me down,
but I have to learn to stand my ground.
Finding my strength in this hell,
looking at why I fell.
Looking deep within,
learning finally where to begin.
I have to face the darkness inside me,
I have to look it in the face and really see.
There has been something I have some missing,
I was not truly listening.
The darkness was teaching me to trust myself and be brave,
Instead I was chained by fear and mistrust and became a slave.
They say demons are real,well here they are,
left me wounded and left me to scar.
The darkness within is a lesson to be learned,
If I dont learn it now,ill continue to be burned.
I cannot beg for help,I cannot see the light,
The monsters come,to devour me at night.
Just before I think I am done,
There is still one more fight left in me,just one.
Struggling to catch my breath,as I hold my sword,
My life hanging on by a thread,one little cord.
Facing the monsters lunging at my soul,
Me fighting to regain the control.
Taking my sword in the darkness,I slash and slash,
Killing each one until they turn to ash.
My heart is pounding,as I fight,
I have to do what I know is right.
One by one,facing my demons,facing my fears,
going through the darkness and holding back tears.
One by one,I am starting to see,
through this darkness,thats in me.
When all the demons are gone,I can finally rest,
Trusting myself that I did my best.
I collapse from the fight,falling into the darkest night,
as my eyes close,I evolve and turn into light.
Have I won? Is it over? What just happened to me?
I fought the demons,and have came back to reality.
The darkness I was fighting,was not really demons per say,
It was just me getting in my way.
There is a lesson to be learned when fighting your demons alone,
They are yours,yours to own.
Only you can fight them and win,
Only than,can you know,how to love yourself from within..

*Krystal* 2019
A poem of inner struggle,conflict and confusion,the world we live in,might be our own illusion.

My photography, Been awhile since i posted anything new but i might.. www.deviantart.com/gothicgrl104

Krystal777 wrote: Facing Demons

Stepping into darkness,
Stepping into pain.
Don't know where I am going,
or what I am looking to gain.
The pain of the past,
the things that did not last.
The lies that were told,
taking its hold.
Gripping me from the inside out,
I cannot run away,scream,or shout.
Forced to stay with my demons overnight,
In the darkness,where there is no light.
Feeling the fear and lonliness,
wanting only wholeness.
A lesson I must learn before I can win,
Searching in my soul,the darkness within.
Trying to heal my bleeding heart,
only for it to be ripped apart.
There is nobody to save me from myself,
I have to take my emotions off the shelf.
So many years I have tried and tried,
Leading me only to try and hide.
The demons are pushing me down,
but I have to learn to stand my ground.
Finding my strength in this hell,
looking at why I fell.
Looking deep within,
learning finally where to begin.
I have to face the darkness inside me,
I have to look it in the face and really see.
There has been something I have some missing,
I was not truly listening.
The darkness was teaching me to trust myself and be brave,
Instead I was chained by fear and mistrust and became a slave.
They say demons are real,well here they are,
left me wounded and left me to scar.
The darkness within is a lesson to be learned,
If I dont learn it now,ill continue to be burned.
I cannot beg for help,I cannot see the light,
The monsters come,to devour me at night.
Just before I think I am done,
There is still one more fight left in me,just one.
Struggling to catch my breath,as I hold my sword,
My life hanging on by a thread,one little cord.
Facing the monsters lunging at my soul,
Me fighting to regain the control.
Taking my sword in the darkness,I slash and slash,
Killing each one until they turn to ash.
My heart is pounding,as I fight,
I have to do what I know is right.
One by one,facing my demons,facing my fears,
going through the darkness and holding back tears.
One by one,I am starting to see,
through this darkness,thats in me.
When all the demons are gone,I can finally rest,
Trusting myself that I did my best.
I collapse from the fight,falling into the darkest night,
as my eyes close,I evolve and turn into light.
Have I won? Is it over? What just happened to me?
I fought the demons,and have came back to reality.
The darkness I was fighting,was not really demons per say,
It was just me getting in my way.
There is a lesson to be learned when fighting your demons alone,
They are yours,yours to own.
Only you can fight them and win,
Only than,can you know,how to love yourself from within..

*Krystal* 2019
A poem of inner struggle,conflict and confusion,the world we live in,might be our own illusion.

Wow..You wrote this?This is really really good..You should publish this..

Kazumi7 wrote:

Krystal777 wrote: Facing Demons

Stepping into darkness,
Stepping into pain.
Don't know where I am going,
or what I am looking to gain.
The pain of the past,
the things that did not last.
The lies that were told,
taking its hold.
Gripping me from the inside out,
I cannot run away,scream,or shout.
Forced to stay with my demons overnight,
In the darkness,where there is no light.
Feeling the fear and lonliness,
wanting only wholeness.
A lesson I must learn before I can win,
Searching in my soul,the darkness within.
Trying to heal my bleeding heart,
only for it to be ripped apart.
There is nobody to save me from myself,
I have to take my emotions off the shelf.
So many years I have tried and tried,
Leading me only to try and hide.
The demons are pushing me down,
but I have to learn to stand my ground.
Finding my strength in this hell,
looking at why I fell.
Looking deep within,
learning finally where to begin.
I have to face the darkness inside me,
I have to look it in the face and really see.
There has been something I have some missing,
I was not truly listening.
The darkness was teaching me to trust myself and be brave,
Instead I was chained by fear and mistrust and became a slave.
They say demons are real,well here they are,
left me wounded and left me to scar.
The darkness within is a lesson to be learned,
If I dont learn it now,ill continue to be burned.
I cannot beg for help,I cannot see the light,
The monsters come,to devour me at night.
Just before I think I am done,
There is still one more fight left in me,just one.
Struggling to catch my breath,as I hold my sword,
My life hanging on by a thread,one little cord.
Facing the monsters lunging at my soul,
Me fighting to regain the control.
Taking my sword in the darkness,I slash and slash,
Killing each one until they turn to ash.
My heart is pounding,as I fight,
I have to do what I know is right.
One by one,facing my demons,facing my fears,
going through the darkness and holding back tears.
One by one,I am starting to see,
through this darkness,thats in me.
When all the demons are gone,I can finally rest,
Trusting myself that I did my best.
I collapse from the fight,falling into the darkest night,
as my eyes close,I evolve and turn into light.
Have I won? Is it over? What just happened to me?
I fought the demons,and have came back to reality.
The darkness I was fighting,was not really demons per say,
It was just me getting in my way.
There is a lesson to be learned when fighting your demons alone,
They are yours,yours to own.
Only you can fight them and win,
Only than,can you know,how to love yourself from within..

*Krystal* 2019
A poem of inner struggle,conflict and confusion,the world we live in,might be our own illusion.

Wow..You wrote this?This is really really good..You should publish this..

I have published poems and lryics in the past..Just havent wrote in a long time but its something i really enjoy to express myself..It comes from my heart,when I write I try to give it a twist,but its how i feel and express things..I dunno I have been writing since i was small..I am told im talented?Won awards as well,but i like to stay humble.Some of my stuff has been published in books,i did not buy the books though sadly..So I dont have proof.I am just creative and expressive..I can write about almost anything.I am working right now with a rapper who wants me to record my lyrics and than he wants to put music to it and get it out there.I dunno..But yeah thanks..I have had offers by recording studios but I turned them down.I want to be my own producer if i do anything.Doing things the way i like and not be pressured.I want to enjoy my job,not be pressured into it.You know?Jobs today are too much stress..Always going and going..I dont want to end up like those poor Kpop idols,overworked and underpaid,not getting real recognition for their works and efforts..But as for now im living life how i want..

ill post my tik tok eventually..