could i still believe in a thing called love?

iheartsmileys wrote: What are you talking about. Ryan Higa always helps ^.^

nop he didn't

man up.
don't whine like a little baby.
gosh.

chibii wrote: man up.
don't whine like a little baby.
gosh.

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chibii wrote: man up.
don't whine like a little baby.
gosh.

yeah i wish, iam laughing at my self while my inner ego takes over, so my inner ego is the devil and the crying me is some kid who got his heart broken for the first time so me as a devil goes like mwahahahahaha and the little kid me goes like waaaaaaaaaa, feel like i want to blow my brains out with a shotgun now

mattias lyonheart wrote:

SteveKuo wrote: it's ok ....you deserve better

yeah, maybe, iam 17 fell in love for the first time(imposibru but true), things was goin on seriously, she told me to grow my hair, i did, she told me to loose some weight, didn't eat for 4 days and until now, almost a month of only consuming 2 or 3 apples per day, she told me to do a lot of things, but when i asked her to give me one more chance, she gave me nothing

Big mistake. Never ever change yourself for someone. They fell for you for who you are. But anyway, since you're in better shape now, time to start a new chapter in life. As for dealing with your current emotions, well, I recommend meditation but that's not for everyone. Just do something that made you feel alive like say, playing metal? Only if it doesn't remind you of her. Time will heal. Hmm..I guess my point here is to let it go. Simple but not easy. That's the best thing you could ever do to yourself besides watching 10 hours of nyan cat on youtube

indev wrote:

mattias lyonheart wrote:

SteveKuo wrote: it's ok ....you deserve better

yeah, maybe, iam 17 fell in love for the first time(imposibru but true), things was goin on seriously, she told me to grow my hair, i did, she told me to loose some weight, didn't eat for 4 days and until now, almost a month of only consuming 2 or 3 apples per day, she told me to do a lot of things, but when i asked her to give me one more chance, she gave me nothing

Big mistake. Never ever change yourself for someone. They fell for you for who you are. But anyway, since you're in better shape now, time to start a new chapter in life. As for dealing with your current emotions, well, I recommend meditation but that's not for everyone. Just do something that made you feel alive like say, playing metal? Only if it doesn't remind you of her. Time will heal. Hmm..I guess my point here is to let it go. Simple but not easy. That's the best thing you could ever do to yourself besides watching 10 hours of nyan cat on youtube

naahh ill do some weed and a shot of whiskey, make that one bottle,

mattias lyonheart wrote:

chibii wrote: man up.
don't whine like a little baby.
gosh.

yeah i wish, iam laughing at my self while my inner ego takes over, so my inner ego is the devil and the crying me is some kid who got his heart broken for the first time so me as a devil goes like mwahahahahaha and the little kid me goes like waaaaaaaaaa, feel like i want to blow my brains out with a shotgun now

maybe Chibii had been there and done so she acted so grown up
it's to feel sorrow.
life is about long time bitterness and short term happiness
so .....maybe use this negative energy to try someone new...
I am not talkin about cheating....just a measure of distraction
sometimes, you need to play hide and seek
too extreme is never too good. just explains it all. don't intrude her privacy.
respect her privacy. maybe later she'll come around

mattias lyonheart wrote:

chibii wrote: man up.
don't whine like a little baby.
gosh.

yeah i wish, iam laughing at my self while my inner ego takes over, so my inner ego is the devil and the crying me is some kid who got his heart broken for the first time so me as a devil goes like mwahahahahaha and the little kid me goes like waaaaaaaaaa, feel like i want to blow my brains out with a shotgun now

maybe Chibii had been there and done that. so that's why she acted so grown up
but you. you know it's ok to feel sorrow.
life is about long time bitterness and short term happiness
so .....maybe use this negative energy to try someone new...
I am not talkin about cheating....just a measure of distraction
sometimes, you need to play hide and seek with girls
too extreme is never too good. what you're having right now just explains it all. don't intrude her privacy. respect her privacy. maybe later she'll come around

kateychan wrote:

so coming to the point is that love was because of people touching each other and it becomes love, naah to me me it's called lust